Sacred Source Transmission
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( How the energy healing is performed )
Through the law
of resonance
The crack within me, the deepest opening, mysterious yet well remembered peace within my heart. The head that bows, the feeling of being humbled and in reverence... that is what we all experience when the Truth enters the field.
Genuine transmission arrives without demand. It carries no performance. Instead, it meets you where you've always been and reflects what you've forgotten. Our culture mistakes motion for progress, noise for awakening. We assume that if the body is active, the spirit must be stirring. But authentic Source Transmission doesn't seek to dazzle the surface mind. It comes to dissolve what obscures. To melt the hardened places. To bring your deepest self back into harmony with what is eternal.
Nature of Transmission:
Genuine transmission and initiation aren't about the facilitator (space holder) doing something to you. She creates the conditions—the resonant field, the safe container, the clear channel—where your own innate wisdom, your own connection to Source, can naturally awaken and emerge.
The facilitator is like a tuning fork struck clearly: they sound a note of truth, and that note awakens the same frequency that already lives dormant within you. You're not receiving something foreign—you're remembering what you've always been.
It is the remembrance of what has always been there, awakened through resonance, through presence, through the meeting of two fields in sacred space. This is not a technique. It is not a performance. It is a living current moving through a vessel (in that case space holder) that has become transparent enough, surrendered enough, to allow Source to flow unobstructed. When you enter that field, something in you responds. Your nervous system feels it. Your energetic body recognizes it. Your consciousness stirs.
It is like this: when one tuning fork vibrates, another nearby begins to hum with the same note. Not because it is forced. Because this is the nature of resonance. This is how energy works.
The facilitator holds the frequency. You open. Your system begins to attune. To synchronize. To remember.
This is why surrender matters. The mind that grasps, that controls, that needs to understand—it blocks the flow. But when you open, when you allow yourself to be met without defense, resonance happens naturally. Not through belief. Through receptivity. Not through understanding. Through allowing.
What Is Transmission?
It is consciousness itself, flowing from one being to another. It is the living current of Source moving through a body, awakening what has always been there but forgotten. This is not a technique. This is not something you do. It is what happens when two fields meet in sacred space—when presence touches presence, when the awakened meets the sleeping, and says: remember. True transmission is not the facilitator doing something to you. It is consciousness recognizing itself. It is your own deepest nature being called awake by someone who has remembered theirs.
Source (Consciousness) Transmission vs. Personal Energy Transmission
There is a profound difference between transmitting personal energy and serving as a clear channel for Source itself. When someone transmits from their own energy—from their personal power or will—there are limits. The transmission carries the color of their consciousness: their beliefs, their wounds, their level of clarity (or their level of consciousness).
WHAT THEY CARRY- THEY TRANSMIT.
If there is distortion in the vessel (human), that distortion moves into the field they create.
But Source Transmission is something entirely different. It is when the facilitator has become so clear, so empty, so surrendered, that they are no longer transmitting their energy—they have become a conduit through which the intelligence of Life itself can move. They step aside. The small self dissolves, and what remains is pure presence, pure consciousness, flowing from Source through the body into the field. This is why the inner work of the facilitator matters so deeply. This is why clarity, purity, and devotion are not optional—they are essential. Because what flows through you into another is only as clear as the vessel (you) it moves through.
When transmitting expanded states of consciousness to you - the facilitator can only transfer what they have embodied, and the quality of consciousness that heals is only that which carries Truth and Wisdom.
No certificates or trainings can be of any proof for the quality of consciousness the person who transmits embodies. If you choose Truth deep within your very existence, you will be guided to the right person, to the right mirror, and servant. Seek purity, seek resonance. When you come into contact with the field of a person who embodies what she preaches, you will recognize.
The Law of Resonance: How Transmission Works
Everything in existence vibrates. Every thought, every emotion, every state of consciousness carries a frequency. Love vibrates differently than fear. Presence vibrates differently than anxiety. Awakened consciousness vibrates differently than the sleeping mind.
The Law of Resonance is simple yet profound: like frequencies recognize each other and naturally align. When a facilitator holds a stable, clear frequency—rooted in presence, in connection to Source, in love—they create a powerful resonant field around them. This field is not something they manufacture or perform. It is what naturally emanates when someone is deeply aligned with truth, with stillness, with the intelligence that moves through all things.
What Happens in the Field: When you enter this field, something within you begins to respond. Your own system—your nervous system, your energetic body, your consciousness itself—begins to recognize that frequency. And because resonance is natural law, your being begins to attune to it, to synchronize with it.It is like placing a still tuning fork next to one that is vibrating—the silent one begins to hum with the same note. Not because it is forced, but because resonance is the nature of reality. This is why true transmission requires no effort, no force, no manipulation.
The facilitator simply holds the frequency. And those who are ready, those who are open, those who surrender—they naturally attune to it. Their own dormant knowing begins to awaken. Their own connection to Source stirs to life.
The Role of Surrender: Transmission cannot occur through resistance. The mind that grasps, that controls, that needs to understand—it blocks the natural flow. But when someone surrenders, when they open, when they allow themselves to be met by the energy without defense—resonance happens effortlessly.This is not about belief. It is about receptivity. It is about saying yes to the intelligence that already lives within you, waiting to be remembered.
The role of personal aspects of facilitator: If the facilitator carries unresolved trauma, ego attachment, distorted intention, or unprocessed shadow—these frequencies enter the field. They color the transmission. They interfere with the purity of what wants to flow. This is why becoming
a space holder cannot happen through 5 day energy activation training or certifications (no matter who issues them). This is why the path requires devotion, humility, and continual purification. Because what you carry, you transmit. The clearer the vessel, the purer the transmission. The more surrendered the facilitator, the more directly Source can move through them. When the vessel is truly transparent—when the small self has stepped aside and there is only presence, only stillness—then what flows through is not personal energy. It is the living current of Source itself. It is consciousness awakening consciousness. It is love calling to love.
When the Vessel Is Clear
When the facilitator is truly transparent—when the small self has dissolved and there is only presence, only stillness—then what flows is not personal. It is Source itself. It is the Intelligence of Life, moving through form, awakening remembrance wherever it touches. This is what sacred work looks like. Not performance. Not power. Not identity. Just pure presence, allowing consciousness to serve consciousness.
Commercialized spirituality and energy manipulations, how to discern:
In the realm of contemporary energy healing, where anyone can become an energy activator after popular 3-day energy training courses, we must understand that although we can all wave our hands and move energies, true healing cannot be performative and can only happen in a field full of genuine Love and Wisdom.
It's easy these d`ays to call yourself a healer if you can create expressive performance of moving bodies on social media. For many, healing and liberation = sexual energy play. The more orgasmic, expressive and dopamine driven, the better. The craziest it looks, the better it sells.
Is that truly healing or a reckless and dangerous interference into client's energy system?
Only Truth, Love, and deep inner work can liberate us. No amount of group hypnosis and moving sexual energy will change this. Read about abuses in performative energy healing here.
If we seek true healing and liberation, we must face our deepest shadows and integrate them, as well as meet our deepest wounds. We must walk the path of wisdom, honesty, humility, courage, and respect. Facilitators or space holders can only transmit what they have embodied, the qualities of consciousness they have reconnected with themselves, the love, truth, divine presence and connection they have direct contact with.
Can everybody do this? Who can do this? Who can do Sacred Source Transmissions?
A belief has taken root in many spiritual communities that: everybody can do THIS. While the intention behind this sentiment may be inclusive, it often overlooks the profound depth, dedication, and inner refinement that holding transformational space for others truly demands.
The reality is more nuanced: not every soul is destined to walk the path of facilitation. This isn't a statement about spiritual hierarchy or worthiness—rather, it's an acknowledgment that each soul carries its own unique blueprint, its own distinct purpose in the grand design. Becoming an authentic space holder isn't something you acquire through a brief training or certification. It's a sacred calling that finds you, claiming you from the depths of your being. It demands unwavering commitment, a fierce willingness to witness yourself without illusion, and the courage to continually refine and purify your own inner landscape.
To genuinely serve as a conduit for others, we must first become translucent channels ourselves—free from the distortions of unexamined shadow and ego.
This transformation doesn't happen overnight. It requires sustained inner excavation. It requires the bravery to meet every hidden corner of who we are.
For some individuals, this calling arrives with unmistakable clarity. The energy flows through them with an effortless knowing, a natural grace. They don't need to question how to do this work—the intelligence of the energy itself becomes their primary teacher, revealing the way forward through direct transmission. This isn't an intellectual choice or career decision. It's a soul-level recognition—an ancient remembrance stirring awake. Yet the moment we attempt to capture this work within rigid containers—defining it, categorizing it, reducing it to a fixed method or conceptual framework—we inadvertently constrain the very consciousness that seeks to express through us. When we insist on predetermined outcomes, when we cling to ideas about who we should become or how this should appear, we obstruct the greater unfolding that wants to emerge through our being. This sacred energy doesn't belong to any single tradition, technique, or teacher. It transcends all naming. It arrives to awaken your deepest remembrance—not to turn you into a replica of someone else's vision. Many discover this work through specific pathways like Kundalini activation, Life Force Activation—and while these modalities can serve as powerful gateways, the deeper journey isn't about adherence to any particular system. It's about becoming the transmission itself, surrendered to the guidance of Source working directly through you.
But for many others, the soul's invitation takes an entirely different form—equally sacred, equally vital. Some are called to carry this energy into the intimate spaces of relationship, into creative expression, into the seemingly ordinary moments of daily existence.
Some transmit healing through visual art, through melody and sound, through the quality of their presence, through entirely different healing modalities. Still others are here simply to awaken to their authentic nature and live from that awakened state—not to guide groups or facilitate ceremonies, but to embody luminous awareness in their own irreplaceable way.
This sacred work isn't ultimately about adopting roles or positions. It's about remembrance. It's about reuniting with the living intelligence that flows through all existence—and honoring the precise form that consciousness wants to take as you. There exists no hierarchy of expression. Whether you're holding ceremonial space for transmission work or singing your child to sleep with presence and love, the energy is identical when it springs from authentic truth.
Ego inflation - when energy work becomes manipulation, when the field gets distorted and obscured
When personal gains and ego drives enter the field, that is the end of Sacred Source Transmission and the beggining of something complately different and dangerous yet unrecognizible by majority of the begginers.
Guided by hidden personal gains, we leave the field of Truth and Unity and enter the one guided by free will (I can do whatever I wish with the energy I have in my hands through mental power), and intentional movement (aka what I want from this) driven by raw life-force (an energy that is neither good or bad, it feeds and sustains what we create with our mind whether good or evil).
When we are guided or served by a covert narcissistic healer we do not come into resonance and coherence with the field of Truth (at least not directly) but we take part in a group trace, group hypnotic trace. Sexual energy or life-force can be activated and as a consequence the expericne might be very intense, sometimes cathartic, sometimes pleasurebe, full of intanse states and powerful indeed, powerful in the way how intense and spectacular it feels. Yet there is an exchange, we get pleasure and being high in exchange for a master, healer, narcissistic guru feeding his narcissistic personas, sustaining and empoweing them with our life force. Remaining in a group trace state we are being hypnotized and programmed on a subliminal level, nothing needs to be spoken out loud, your open energy field is enough for the narcissistic master to take avdantage of your lack of awarness of what is truly going on.
Thats why narcissistic healers, gurus and masters are of a great danger. They create a field of hidden personal motives and instead of transmitting source, they interfere with a receiver field and work on different consciousness dimensions (mental and libidinal fire). Raw life force gets activated and it moves where the narcissistic master or healer desires, obviously his intentions and desires are hidden, not spoken loud. In result it is the narcissistic master that is empowered accumulating precious life force of desperate seekers. This opens a different field the one of energy transference that has to do with karmic imprint and debris as well.
Witness testimony or kundalini activations and other energy healing modalities with distortions speak of: witnessing and personally experiencing the manipulation, misuse of power, misleading teachings, and emotional, spiritual, and energetic abuse that permeated the structure and dynamic of the organization.
What distorts it is the human filter. When energy is used from a place of ego, control, or unprocessed trauma, the frequency gets twisted — and the work becomes harmful rather than healing. If you want to learn more, listen to my podcast available here.
I do not say that to disencourage you from energy healing and working woth consciousness. This is a precious gift and the most powerful one yet the beauty and the power of it needs to also have a shadow and I emphasise where that shadow mostly resides. If you are guided by truth seeking and pure intentions you will easily recognise those that serve with truth and integrity. This is to emphasise our co creation of distorted commercialised spirituality, and our responsibility in reckless or ignorant energy "healing" and a deep call for integrity and discerment needed if you pursue authentic awakening and liberation.
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How can you get to know me on a deeper level:
I describe my spiritual awakening journey in detail in the book "Intimate Testimony". You can learn more about me in the "about me" section.
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Our nature is free, loving, wild, compassionate, and empathetic. If we are connected, we are loving beings. There is no other quality of energy available to us that can heal besides love (Universal Consciousness). Love and only Love can heal us all and restore our factory settings to the state they should be in (default state).
Consciousness (Sacred Source) always acts according to the law of creation, so when it directly penetrates human existence, it begins to dissolve and release everything that is not in accordance with the law of creation and its natural direction (energy stagnation, illusions, limiting mental programming).
All human suffering comes from the same place - the primary wound, which we call trauma (trauma from Greek means wound). Healing occurs when we introduce (infusion, transfer) the quality of Sacred Source (Universal Consciousness/Truth) to places in us that need it most, that have been begging for Love for a long time and those that have forgotten and remain disconnected. When our wounds heal, we naturally return and tune into our nature, we return and remember our true Self through direct contact with this quality of consciousness (TRUTH, Universal Consciousness).
We all want the same thing, to love and be loved, to live in a sense of connection, to experience life in sensitivity to all its manifestations, freedom, and wildness.
This is a shorter explanation of the process for those who are more familiar with the work I do, know me personally, or trust their intuition and inner knowing in embarking on a journey with me. For in depth explanation of the nature of the process and lengthy explanation of the differences between my work and kundalini activations, click here.
Genuine transmission arrives without demand. It carries no performance. Instead, it meets you where you've always been and reflects what you've forgotten. Our culture mistakes motion for progress, noise for awakening. We assume that if the body is active, the spirit must be stirring. But authentic Source Transmission doesn't seek to dazzle the surface mind. It comes to dissolve what obscures. To melt the hardened places. To bring your deepest self back into harmony with what is eternal.
Nature of Transmission:
Genuine transmission and initiation aren't about the facilitator (space holder) doing something to you. She creates the conditions—the resonant field, the safe container, the clear channel—where your own innate wisdom, your own connection to Source, can naturally awaken and emerge.
The facilitator is like a tuning fork struck clearly: they sound a note of truth, and that note awakens the same frequency that already lives dormant within you. You're not receiving something foreign—you're remembering what you've always been.
It is the remembrance of what has always been there, awakened through resonance, through presence, through the meeting of two fields in sacred space. This is not a technique. It is not a performance. It is a living current moving through a vessel (in that case space holder) that has become transparent enough, surrendered enough, to allow Source to flow unobstructed. When you enter that field, something in you responds. Your nervous system feels it. Your energetic body recognizes it. Your consciousness stirs.
It is like this: when one tuning fork vibrates, another nearby begins to hum with the same note. Not because it is forced. Because this is the nature of resonance. This is how energy works.
The facilitator holds the frequency. You open. Your system begins to attune. To synchronize. To remember.
This is why surrender matters. The mind that grasps, that controls, that needs to understand—it blocks the flow. But when you open, when you allow yourself to be met without defense, resonance happens naturally. Not through belief. Through receptivity. Not through understanding. Through allowing.
What Is Transmission?
It is consciousness itself, flowing from one being to another. It is the living current of Source moving through a body, awakening what has always been there but forgotten. This is not a technique. This is not something you do. It is what happens when two fields meet in sacred space—when presence touches presence, when the awakened meets the sleeping, and says: remember. True transmission is not the facilitator doing something to you. It is consciousness recognizing itself. It is your own deepest nature being called awake by someone who has remembered theirs.
Source (Consciousness) Transmission vs. Personal Energy Transmission
There is a profound difference between transmitting personal energy and serving as a clear channel for Source itself. When someone transmits from their own energy—from their personal power or will—there are limits. The transmission carries the color of their consciousness: their beliefs, their wounds, their level of clarity (or their level of consciousness).
WHAT THEY CARRY- THEY TRANSMIT.
If there is distortion in the vessel (human), that distortion moves into the field they create.
But Source Transmission is something entirely different. It is when the facilitator has become so clear, so empty, so surrendered, that they are no longer transmitting their energy—they have become a conduit through which the intelligence of Life itself can move. They step aside. The small self dissolves, and what remains is pure presence, pure consciousness, flowing from Source through the body into the field. This is why the inner work of the facilitator matters so deeply. This is why clarity, purity, and devotion are not optional—they are essential. Because what flows through you into another is only as clear as the vessel (you) it moves through.
When transmitting expanded states of consciousness to you - the facilitator can only transfer what they have embodied, and the quality of consciousness that heals is only that which carries Truth and Wisdom.
No certificates or trainings can be of any proof for the quality of consciousness the person who transmits embodies. If you choose Truth deep within your very existence, you will be guided to the right person, to the right mirror, and servant. Seek purity, seek resonance. When you come into contact with the field of a person who embodies what she preaches, you will recognize.
The Law of Resonance: How Transmission Works
Everything in existence vibrates. Every thought, every emotion, every state of consciousness carries a frequency. Love vibrates differently than fear. Presence vibrates differently than anxiety. Awakened consciousness vibrates differently than the sleeping mind.
The Law of Resonance is simple yet profound: like frequencies recognize each other and naturally align. When a facilitator holds a stable, clear frequency—rooted in presence, in connection to Source, in love—they create a powerful resonant field around them. This field is not something they manufacture or perform. It is what naturally emanates when someone is deeply aligned with truth, with stillness, with the intelligence that moves through all things.
What Happens in the Field: When you enter this field, something within you begins to respond. Your own system—your nervous system, your energetic body, your consciousness itself—begins to recognize that frequency. And because resonance is natural law, your being begins to attune to it, to synchronize with it.It is like placing a still tuning fork next to one that is vibrating—the silent one begins to hum with the same note. Not because it is forced, but because resonance is the nature of reality. This is why true transmission requires no effort, no force, no manipulation.
The facilitator simply holds the frequency. And those who are ready, those who are open, those who surrender—they naturally attune to it. Their own dormant knowing begins to awaken. Their own connection to Source stirs to life.
The Role of Surrender: Transmission cannot occur through resistance. The mind that grasps, that controls, that needs to understand—it blocks the natural flow. But when someone surrenders, when they open, when they allow themselves to be met by the energy without defense—resonance happens effortlessly.This is not about belief. It is about receptivity. It is about saying yes to the intelligence that already lives within you, waiting to be remembered.
The role of personal aspects of facilitator: If the facilitator carries unresolved trauma, ego attachment, distorted intention, or unprocessed shadow—these frequencies enter the field. They color the transmission. They interfere with the purity of what wants to flow. This is why becoming
a space holder cannot happen through 5 day energy activation training or certifications (no matter who issues them). This is why the path requires devotion, humility, and continual purification. Because what you carry, you transmit. The clearer the vessel, the purer the transmission. The more surrendered the facilitator, the more directly Source can move through them. When the vessel is truly transparent—when the small self has stepped aside and there is only presence, only stillness—then what flows through is not personal energy. It is the living current of Source itself. It is consciousness awakening consciousness. It is love calling to love.
When the Vessel Is Clear
When the facilitator is truly transparent—when the small self has dissolved and there is only presence, only stillness—then what flows is not personal. It is Source itself. It is the Intelligence of Life, moving through form, awakening remembrance wherever it touches. This is what sacred work looks like. Not performance. Not power. Not identity. Just pure presence, allowing consciousness to serve consciousness.
Commercialized spirituality and energy manipulations, how to discern:
In the realm of contemporary energy healing, where anyone can become an energy activator after popular 3-day energy training courses, we must understand that although we can all wave our hands and move energies, true healing cannot be performative and can only happen in a field full of genuine Love and Wisdom.
It's easy these d`ays to call yourself a healer if you can create expressive performance of moving bodies on social media. For many, healing and liberation = sexual energy play. The more orgasmic, expressive and dopamine driven, the better. The craziest it looks, the better it sells.
Is that truly healing or a reckless and dangerous interference into client's energy system?
Only Truth, Love, and deep inner work can liberate us. No amount of group hypnosis and moving sexual energy will change this. Read about abuses in performative energy healing here.
If we seek true healing and liberation, we must face our deepest shadows and integrate them, as well as meet our deepest wounds. We must walk the path of wisdom, honesty, humility, courage, and respect. Facilitators or space holders can only transmit what they have embodied, the qualities of consciousness they have reconnected with themselves, the love, truth, divine presence and connection they have direct contact with.
Can everybody do this? Who can do this? Who can do Sacred Source Transmissions?
A belief has taken root in many spiritual communities that: everybody can do THIS. While the intention behind this sentiment may be inclusive, it often overlooks the profound depth, dedication, and inner refinement that holding transformational space for others truly demands.
The reality is more nuanced: not every soul is destined to walk the path of facilitation. This isn't a statement about spiritual hierarchy or worthiness—rather, it's an acknowledgment that each soul carries its own unique blueprint, its own distinct purpose in the grand design. Becoming an authentic space holder isn't something you acquire through a brief training or certification. It's a sacred calling that finds you, claiming you from the depths of your being. It demands unwavering commitment, a fierce willingness to witness yourself without illusion, and the courage to continually refine and purify your own inner landscape.
To genuinely serve as a conduit for others, we must first become translucent channels ourselves—free from the distortions of unexamined shadow and ego.
This transformation doesn't happen overnight. It requires sustained inner excavation. It requires the bravery to meet every hidden corner of who we are.
For some individuals, this calling arrives with unmistakable clarity. The energy flows through them with an effortless knowing, a natural grace. They don't need to question how to do this work—the intelligence of the energy itself becomes their primary teacher, revealing the way forward through direct transmission. This isn't an intellectual choice or career decision. It's a soul-level recognition—an ancient remembrance stirring awake. Yet the moment we attempt to capture this work within rigid containers—defining it, categorizing it, reducing it to a fixed method or conceptual framework—we inadvertently constrain the very consciousness that seeks to express through us. When we insist on predetermined outcomes, when we cling to ideas about who we should become or how this should appear, we obstruct the greater unfolding that wants to emerge through our being. This sacred energy doesn't belong to any single tradition, technique, or teacher. It transcends all naming. It arrives to awaken your deepest remembrance—not to turn you into a replica of someone else's vision. Many discover this work through specific pathways like Kundalini activation, Life Force Activation—and while these modalities can serve as powerful gateways, the deeper journey isn't about adherence to any particular system. It's about becoming the transmission itself, surrendered to the guidance of Source working directly through you.
But for many others, the soul's invitation takes an entirely different form—equally sacred, equally vital. Some are called to carry this energy into the intimate spaces of relationship, into creative expression, into the seemingly ordinary moments of daily existence.
Some transmit healing through visual art, through melody and sound, through the quality of their presence, through entirely different healing modalities. Still others are here simply to awaken to their authentic nature and live from that awakened state—not to guide groups or facilitate ceremonies, but to embody luminous awareness in their own irreplaceable way.
This sacred work isn't ultimately about adopting roles or positions. It's about remembrance. It's about reuniting with the living intelligence that flows through all existence—and honoring the precise form that consciousness wants to take as you. There exists no hierarchy of expression. Whether you're holding ceremonial space for transmission work or singing your child to sleep with presence and love, the energy is identical when it springs from authentic truth.
Ego inflation - when energy work becomes manipulation, when the field gets distorted and obscured
When personal gains and ego drives enter the field, that is the end of Sacred Source Transmission and the beggining of something complately different and dangerous yet unrecognizible by majority of the begginers.
Guided by hidden personal gains, we leave the field of Truth and Unity and enter the one guided by free will (I can do whatever I wish with the energy I have in my hands through mental power), and intentional movement (aka what I want from this) driven by raw life-force (an energy that is neither good or bad, it feeds and sustains what we create with our mind whether good or evil).
When we are guided or served by a covert narcissistic healer we do not come into resonance and coherence with the field of Truth (at least not directly) but we take part in a group trace, group hypnotic trace. Sexual energy or life-force can be activated and as a consequence the expericne might be very intense, sometimes cathartic, sometimes pleasurebe, full of intanse states and powerful indeed, powerful in the way how intense and spectacular it feels. Yet there is an exchange, we get pleasure and being high in exchange for a master, healer, narcissistic guru feeding his narcissistic personas, sustaining and empoweing them with our life force. Remaining in a group trace state we are being hypnotized and programmed on a subliminal level, nothing needs to be spoken out loud, your open energy field is enough for the narcissistic master to take avdantage of your lack of awarness of what is truly going on.
Thats why narcissistic healers, gurus and masters are of a great danger. They create a field of hidden personal motives and instead of transmitting source, they interfere with a receiver field and work on different consciousness dimensions (mental and libidinal fire). Raw life force gets activated and it moves where the narcissistic master or healer desires, obviously his intentions and desires are hidden, not spoken loud. In result it is the narcissistic master that is empowered accumulating precious life force of desperate seekers. This opens a different field the one of energy transference that has to do with karmic imprint and debris as well.
Witness testimony or kundalini activations and other energy healing modalities with distortions speak of: witnessing and personally experiencing the manipulation, misuse of power, misleading teachings, and emotional, spiritual, and energetic abuse that permeated the structure and dynamic of the organization.
What distorts it is the human filter. When energy is used from a place of ego, control, or unprocessed trauma, the frequency gets twisted — and the work becomes harmful rather than healing. If you want to learn more, listen to my podcast available here.
I do not say that to disencourage you from energy healing and working woth consciousness. This is a precious gift and the most powerful one yet the beauty and the power of it needs to also have a shadow and I emphasise where that shadow mostly resides. If you are guided by truth seeking and pure intentions you will easily recognise those that serve with truth and integrity. This is to emphasise our co creation of distorted commercialised spirituality, and our responsibility in reckless or ignorant energy "healing" and a deep call for integrity and discerment needed if you pursue authentic awakening and liberation.
(...)
How can you get to know me on a deeper level:
I describe my spiritual awakening journey in detail in the book "Intimate Testimony". You can learn more about me in the "about me" section.
(...)
Our nature is free, loving, wild, compassionate, and empathetic. If we are connected, we are loving beings. There is no other quality of energy available to us that can heal besides love (Universal Consciousness). Love and only Love can heal us all and restore our factory settings to the state they should be in (default state).
Consciousness (Sacred Source) always acts according to the law of creation, so when it directly penetrates human existence, it begins to dissolve and release everything that is not in accordance with the law of creation and its natural direction (energy stagnation, illusions, limiting mental programming).
All human suffering comes from the same place - the primary wound, which we call trauma (trauma from Greek means wound). Healing occurs when we introduce (infusion, transfer) the quality of Sacred Source (Universal Consciousness/Truth) to places in us that need it most, that have been begging for Love for a long time and those that have forgotten and remain disconnected. When our wounds heal, we naturally return and tune into our nature, we return and remember our true Self through direct contact with this quality of consciousness (TRUTH, Universal Consciousness).
We all want the same thing, to love and be loved, to live in a sense of connection, to experience life in sensitivity to all its manifestations, freedom, and wildness.
This is a shorter explanation of the process for those who are more familiar with the work I do, know me personally, or trust their intuition and inner knowing in embarking on a journey with me. For in depth explanation of the nature of the process and lengthy explanation of the differences between my work and kundalini activations, click here.
The benefits MAY include:
- Increased energy levels
- Better Immunity through strengthening of your energetic field
- Inner Peace: cultivating presence and inner centeredness, living in harmony with the present moment
- Physical Healing: working on deep cellular level to support body's natural healing abilities
- Spiritual growth: sacred union with the Self
- Mental clarity: deep insights, heightened awareness
- Emotional balance
- Stress reduction
- Improved sleep
- Enhanced creativity
The space holder gives. The person "receiving" energetic healing must choose to match the frequency of the giver to experience healing.
No space holder has ever directly healed anyone. The "offerer" gives the context and the possibility of matching the frequency that will allow the "receiver" to bring themselves to a certain state if they so choose (state of surrender, acceptance). If the "receiver's" beliefs, goals, or expectations conflict with the state of acceptance, then tuning to the frequency given by the "healer" cannot occur. Resonance occurs indirectly, but not directly.
What does this mean? The "receiver" will be in a specific field of consciousness that contains the healing frequency, but will not establish direct contact with it. Such a meeting will be indirectly healing, because the human system is much larger than its goals, expectations, and ego structures, but the "receiver" will not be aware of the healing and will not associate healing consequences with the meeting. Especially if their expectations, e.g., of spectacular sensory experiences, are not met and in their interpretation: the meeting was not effective (according to their temporary definitions).
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed" - Jung.
Every meeting of two bodies, two spirits, two beings = interaction, and change. How conscious this interaction is depends largely on us, our decisions, and where and how we choose to perceive. I offer something, it's you who will decide if you want to accept it. The state of health is a vibration that you must tune into, this vibration will support you in letting go and healing the history, narrative, and belief system that keeps you away from the state of healing.
What function does the disease serve?
What internal conflict, what trauma, what stagnation of life energy caused it?
What story do your body and symptoms want to share with you?
What experience, history, belief system keeps you trapped and outside the state of healing?
Returning to the state of health is releasing the vibration, history, and belief system that keeps you away from the state of healing as a consequence you return to your natural (default) state. When a space holder emits, transmits this vibration to someone who has asked for it (who has asked for healing), they (space holders) don't know what the client's life path is, they don't even know what their goal is; sometimes a person may go to a "healer" to prove that they cannot be healed, so if they leave without healing, they will say: "You see, I told you so", which means that the "healer" gave them exactly what they asked for.
No space holder has ever directly healed anyone. The "offerer" gives the context and the possibility of matching the frequency that will allow the "receiver" to bring themselves to a certain state if they so choose (state of surrender, acceptance). If the "receiver's" beliefs, goals, or expectations conflict with the state of acceptance, then tuning to the frequency given by the "healer" cannot occur. Resonance occurs indirectly, but not directly.
What does this mean? The "receiver" will be in a specific field of consciousness that contains the healing frequency, but will not establish direct contact with it. Such a meeting will be indirectly healing, because the human system is much larger than its goals, expectations, and ego structures, but the "receiver" will not be aware of the healing and will not associate healing consequences with the meeting. Especially if their expectations, e.g., of spectacular sensory experiences, are not met and in their interpretation: the meeting was not effective (according to their temporary definitions).
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed" - Jung.
Every meeting of two bodies, two spirits, two beings = interaction, and change. How conscious this interaction is depends largely on us, our decisions, and where and how we choose to perceive. I offer something, it's you who will decide if you want to accept it. The state of health is a vibration that you must tune into, this vibration will support you in letting go and healing the history, narrative, and belief system that keeps you away from the state of healing.
What function does the disease serve?
What internal conflict, what trauma, what stagnation of life energy caused it?
What story do your body and symptoms want to share with you?
What experience, history, belief system keeps you trapped and outside the state of healing?
Returning to the state of health is releasing the vibration, history, and belief system that keeps you away from the state of healing as a consequence you return to your natural (default) state. When a space holder emits, transmits this vibration to someone who has asked for it (who has asked for healing), they (space holders) don't know what the client's life path is, they don't even know what their goal is; sometimes a person may go to a "healer" to prove that they cannot be healed, so if they leave without healing, they will say: "You see, I told you so", which means that the "healer" gave them exactly what they asked for.
Healing cannot happen when you are not present, when you do not let love in, when you do not surrender.
Healing cannot happen with a tool or a method, healing can only happen through Love (direct Source presence )
Healing cannot happen with a tool or a method, healing can only happen through Love (direct Source presence )
The direct presence of loving consciousness
Consciousness/ Source/ Energy transfer through the resonance
Energy
healing
healing
A facilitator can only give off the vibration
that he/she has embodied himself!
that he/she has embodied himself!
True rebirth, true, healing, and true awakening means to bring light to the darkness, to the wound, true healing and rebirth can only happen through Love, the quality of energy that is resonant with the perfect harmony of a mother and the father and the seed of that quality resides in our heart.
A part of a healing is to see what is being mirrored to us, what we attract, what we are in resonance with, what actions we take.
This transmission will gift you…
Only that of what you are ready to receive.
What will be healed?
Only that of what you are ready to accept. Until you accept, there is no healing. To welcome all that is - pain and pleasure, good and bad, dark and light.
You cannot force or expect Unified Consciousness (Love/ Truth) to do as you wish or desire (read: what your ego desires). Consciousness encompasses ego, from that the only thing you can do to Universal Consciousness (Truth/Love) is to surrender to it.
You cannot manipulate it to your (temporary) desires. If you want to understand the differences between the quality of Universal Consciousness and libidinal energy (raw life force) often times mistakenly called Kundalini read this article.
Rising libidinal energy through will power or playing with our sexual energy has nothing to do with Kundalini awakening, although it's often times claimed so. As I've just said, if you are interested in Kundalini and kundalini activations please read my article on that topic.
In the space I hold, You are about to surrender to the highest wisdom. She knows it all about you and will not satisfy your ego desires. She will patiently “wait” and through not granting you instant gratification she will want to show you the way for your sovereignty and true healing and transformation.
Only that of what you are ready to receive.
What will be healed?
Only that of what you are ready to accept. Until you accept, there is no healing. To welcome all that is - pain and pleasure, good and bad, dark and light.
You cannot force or expect Unified Consciousness (Love/ Truth) to do as you wish or desire (read: what your ego desires). Consciousness encompasses ego, from that the only thing you can do to Universal Consciousness (Truth/Love) is to surrender to it.
You cannot manipulate it to your (temporary) desires. If you want to understand the differences between the quality of Universal Consciousness and libidinal energy (raw life force) often times mistakenly called Kundalini read this article.
Rising libidinal energy through will power or playing with our sexual energy has nothing to do with Kundalini awakening, although it's often times claimed so. As I've just said, if you are interested in Kundalini and kundalini activations please read my article on that topic.
In the space I hold, You are about to surrender to the highest wisdom. She knows it all about you and will not satisfy your ego desires. She will patiently “wait” and through not granting you instant gratification she will want to show you the way for your sovereignty and true healing and transformation.
You cannot gain or achieve
awakening.
There are experiences that can support and foster our healing experiences and expansion of consciousness, but THERE ARE NO SHORTCUTS to awakening. We need to do the work. When you ask me who I consider to be an awakened person, I would say: the one that can truly love in moments and places where love seems to be nonexistent. If you choose love whole experiencing hell you are truly awakened, when you speak truth, act from the place of love, compassion, truth, sovereignty I consider that awakening.
Saying I’m awakened because I have seen the light and can wave my hands and make people shake is not an awakening for me, it's an abuse and ego game. Bringing light into the darkest places of our individual and collective psyche and subconscious, allowing our illusions to melt into universal consciousness, naming our illusions and healing our deepest wounds - that's the REAL WORK we humans need to do. All of us.
One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. The latter procedure, however, is disagreeable and therefore not popular.
— C.G. Jung
Wholeness is not achieved by cutting off a portion of one’s being, but by integration of the contraries.
— C.G. Jung
Wound is the place where the light enters you
— Rumi
Awakening is
about healing
As we heal, we awaken.
Awakening is a “byproduct” of healing.
As high as you go, you must equally go low
If we want to maintain an expanded quality of consciousness, we need to embody it.
Embodiment involves looking straight into the shadow, integrating the shadow, meeting our wounds and illusions. These encounters require our presence and mindfulness. Only by integrating darkness, accepting darkness, connecting with our own darkness can we transform it and speak of healing, awakening, and the evolution of consciousness.
If we want to maintain an expanded quality of consciousness, we need to embody it.
Embodiment involves looking straight into the shadow, integrating the shadow, meeting our wounds and illusions. These encounters require our presence and mindfulness. Only by integrating darkness, accepting darkness, connecting with our own darkness can we transform it and speak of healing, awakening, and the evolution of consciousness.
We are all awakened from nature, awakened is our natural state, awakening is not something you strive and acquire. We should not strive to be awakened or spiritual. We ARE spiritual beings from nature as the word spiritual in my dictionary means “connected” it has nothing to do with religion. It doesn’t require any esoteric knowledge, nor rituals. In my work, I focus on what's present and connects us all, here and now.
Seeking is a part of finding ourselves once again, yet seeking sometimes leads as astray, we try to become something, acquire something and continue the division, what modality is better, who does energy work better, the competition, what spiritual practice will take you there sooner, who is better, who does that better.
Seeking is a part of finding ourselves once again, yet seeking sometimes leads as astray, we try to become something, acquire something and continue the division, what modality is better, who does energy work better, the competition, what spiritual practice will take you there sooner, who is better, who does that better.
Love heals only
when it is welcomed
and received in a state
of absolute vulnerability
If you realize after the session it was hard for you to open your heart and trust, you can always contact me so we can have a deeper look on how to support you in the process. Healing is about rhythm, not about forcing. Some systems need time, gentle approach and additional support. If your system believes it is not safe enough or your system is not yet ready to trust then it is right! Your protective parts are right and they are ought to be listened to with outmost care. Remember there is no force used, everything is about resonance. These sessions are powerful while being gentle. This is our Mothers energy, she does know everything about you and will never give you more than you are ready to take.
Only when we trust, surrender and let go we can become receptive enough to attune to that frequency.
Any expectations will disturb the process, not because anything can stop Love, but because it’s the lesson of itself:
Until you do not surrender to love, choose to trust, remain HUMBLE and DEVOTED you cannot be healed, and the TRUE AWAKENING cannot take place.
You cannot force Love to do whatever you wish and desire of her.
You can do that with one aspect of that energy, which is sexual energy - play with it as you wish - but with Love, you cannot.
You can only receive it through humble surrender and opening your heart fully.
She will only heal what YOU ARE READY TO HEAL
What does it mean?
Only those who stay devoted will experience the full manifestation of the depth and range of what this energy can do. Love does not seek applause or show off. It fully rewards those who are ready to receive it.
A session is an initiation into healing and transformation that will continue. We will see 95% of the fruits over time and as a result of devotion and consistency in the journey. As we continue through life with patience, humility, and dedication, it cleans limiting programs, activates and deactivates genetic codes, untangles tight neuronal connections, and everything else that blocks its full manifestation. It penetrates deep places within us that need release and healing. It systematically restores to the original state. It cannot do this during one session because our bodies could not bear it, and valuable lessons would not be learned.
So it does it, layer by layer, guiding and revealing what is for us to embrace and consciously integrate at a given moment of our journey.
Each session will take you further and deeper, each session will heal and release another piece of your existence. Here we are born anew, we awaken to life, we free ourselves from illusions, from programming, and we enter the next stage of evolution, where lessons from the level of separation (an important evolutionary stage) are integrated, become valuable resources, and you return to the original state while simultaneously evolving.
There is only one way — Love
You don't need any prior experience, no preparation, just a willingness to surrender and experience yourself You don't have to understand, you don't have to agree. Words don't matter. This experience speaks for itself. This process, exotic to our Western minds, goes beyond our ability to understand, but understanding is not the point here. Open your mind and heart, trust and let go. Let your own experience guide you. This is the path to (radical) freedom. This is awakening to life. This is remembering through experience at every level of existence what you are. You are the way. You are freedom. You are Love. From Love you were created and for Love you are here.
You are
the path
freedom
the healing
Love
Love