of Consciousness vs KAP
(Kundalini Activations)
What is the difference between the Transfer of Consciousness and Kundalini Activations (KAP) and how they are ONE?
Liberation and healing
or manipulation?
Words from handwritten notes by the founder of KAP (Kundalini Activation Process)
1. Only beautiful women energize me
2. Continuing to teach gives me power and authority that easily attracts women to me, and they submit to me
Here is a link to an interview with the former founder of KAP, where she reveals these statements and the abuses that have taken place.
According to witnesses, orgies were also planned. Source photo below. If the life force is led by illusions, the sense of grandeur and megalomania can become a source of destruction (although destruction will eventually lead to liberation). It is our responsibility how we guide it.
Sounds like a warning not to do Kundalini Activations, yet it is not. I will explain that later on that page.
Visual representation of working with sexual energy, raw life force, or performing Kundalini activations (Found on Instagram).
The source of the videos is visible at the top of the presented videos. If this is our conscious choice, I am not against working with sexual energy; properly guided practice can be transformative.
However, it is worth noting which videos show the activation of raw life force or sexual energy, and which video might possibly contain something more serious.
Videos are not kap but other kundalini activation trainings
Thin boundary
between liberation and enslavement
We can compare raw life energy to electricity. It will flow where we guide it. Our mind creates our reality, and life energy fuels, sustains, and transforms it. Fire is essential for transformation, healing, and alchemy. It is a sacred quality of life, but when we channel raw life force through pathways of ignorance, we feed it the same illusions which, instead of being transformed, become even more strengthened, charged, and powered.
Anyone can perform Kundalini Activations without any training. Anyone can be a Kundalini Activation trainer.
What will we do with the raw life force that we raise or activate? Will we surrender to it and allow it to burn away our illusions, or will we use it to fuel our narcissistic ideations, sense of power and uniqueness? The feeling of being more important than others and thereby giving ourselves the right to exploit?
The facilitator only transmits the quality of consciousness that he has embodied..
When Kundalini
is rising
She climbs upward, burning away our illusions. However, until it reaches the heart and the heart gateway opens, and until we remain in a state of surrender, we can use its might, strength, and power to feed illusions. This is why sacred yogic and tantric teachings approach this subject so seriously and strongly warn against reckless play with fire.
healing through consciousness & energy
Transfer of Consciousness
is not the same as
Kundalini Activation yet it is -> the paradox
The nature of these processes is different yet both paths are the part of the same oneness and both can be equally transformative.
Each of us must recognize for ourselves on our own path to truth and discernment. The path to freedom is the path of responsibility; we experience both truth and illusion, we let both qualities pass through our bodies to learn to recognize. Everything is part of our unique journey.
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Transfer of Consciousness
Kundalini Activation
-Anyone can do it,
-Anyone can be a trainer,
-Originally created by a narcissistic master who wanted to be energized by women who submit to him - transfer of raw life force which, when guided through channels of ignorance, can be destructive and feed illusions, narcissistic masks, and the sense of power and uniqueness of the leader or trainer - under the same name, two separate processes take place: either group hypnosis and moving - activating libidinal energy or raw life force, or the transmission of raw life force - one of the qualities of energy - an aspect of the entirety of metaphorical mother energy - raw life force in certain definitions described as Kundalini.
-Raw life force can destroy and create; it's exactly the same force that sustains our illusions. The mental creates and raw life force sustains. Activation of this energy can be dangerous if we do it without respect, from a level of ignorance, recklessly, and instead of using this energy for healing and transformation, we use it to charge artificial gods, meaning our illusions and narcissistic masks. Such action is the quintessence of our suffering and division. Yet when we surrender she will be the source of liberation.
-Many abuses in the field of that practice expose our collective shadows and wounds. Proper practice with an honest and integrated facilitator can be deeply transformative; activation of raw life force can be healing and transformative when properly guided. The wisdom of Kundalini is bigger than our understanding of it. What seems dangerous can be a liberation that is the sweet paradox of it.
Sounds as if I tell you not to do it and I might shock you, but it's not the case. KAP has done something beautiful on the global scale and I feel truly grateful it did. Raw life force or Kundalini is an energy that cannot be branded. It's free, available and belongs to us. Everybody can work with Kundalini or Raw Life Force, but it's our responsibility. She will expose us. All of us individually and collectively. We will all equally stand naked before the very truth. Kundalini cannot harm us, but she will expose us. All our masks, wounds, shadows, all of it. So if we embark on that journey we need to be ready for this and take that responsibility.
Transfer of Consciousness
-Anyone can do it,
-Anyone can be a trainer,
We transmit such quality of consciousness that we have EMBODIED.
We receive transmission from a person who has experienced spiritual awakening AND INTEGRATED IT through years of deep inner work.
The truth with which this person has direct contact and the quality of consciousness they transmit WE MUST RECOGNIZE OURSELVES.
No amount of marketing tactics and sales abilities will prove this, especially not training, courses, or certificates. Each of us chooses our guide, whom we recognize ourselves. More about this in this video.
Now does it stand against KAP, is it better? Absolutely not. This is all the same cosmic consciousness. We are all one. Gods Love encompasses it all. Transfer of Consciousness does not object, reject or stands against KAP being branded version of life force. Consciousness encompasses it! As much as it encompasses the wounded healer who have created KAP. He is the same child of the universe as we all are. All equal. We all have wounds, we all act from our wounding, we all have masks. It's not about a division, it's about recognition and remembrance that we are all one. All healers, teachers, mirrors, brothers and sisters that show up on our journey serve us. There are no mistakes and no coincidences in the universe.
Good teacher and bad teacher are of an equal importance. Whoever you choose as your teacher will serve you greatly as You have chosen him or her as a teacher and there is no mistake in that.
School and initiation for facilitators of expanded states of consciousness:
Iniciation
Initiation and later training lasts from one to many years because the facilitator first needs to undergo his/her transformation in order to be able to transmit the state of union - see the video. Remember, the facilitator can only transmit the quality of consciousness that he/she has embodied.
Training
The preparation has a training part, which consists of learning the skills of ethical, honest, competent work with people → proper preparation for work.
Shadow integration
A journey through our own darkness, hidden aspects towards wholeness and integration. We are mirrors for ourselves, triggers towards integration, liberation and wholeness. Nothing difficult and ugly is alien to us. Only the truth can set us free.
Supervision
Being stuck, fears, dilemmas - we are in them together for the highest good of both facilitators and recipients.
Ethical service
Where do I end and another person begins. Where satisfying one's selfish drives becomes an abuse against those whom I serve on the path to wholeness and integration.
It is a transmission of the state of union, oneness, and truth. It cannot be learned or trained; you yourself must recognize your guide.
If you choose the path of union and truth and are ready for this very journey, your consciousness will place before you the right teacher, guide, fellow being.
Everything depends on what you choose and what you desire.
Get to know me
I’m a clinical psychologist and I’ve been studying human psyche and bodies for at least 10 years.
I’m a strong advocate for a direct communication and direct dialogue between western and eastern philosophies and discoveries. Clinical and trauma training has served me immensely in my work with consciousness and energy, providing knowledge and understanding that I find crucial in working with trauma and human systems.
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If there are great differences between working with Unified Consciousness (Love, Truth) and activating libidinal energy (most Kundalini Activations and similar energy healings) - as discussed in the materials I provided, what about the similarities?
Where are the connecting points between the energy I work with and raw sexual energy (raw life force, or libidinal fire)?
Raw life force is essential for healing and transformation (it encompasses qualities such us: sexual energy, healthy anger, healthy aggression, fire)We need our wild, free, powerful fire for our transformation, for transmutation, for reclaiming our severity. Libidinal fire is essential for healing, alchemy, transmutation of the energy form and for transformation. Yet, this fire needs to be properly guided!
Remember, libidinal fire is neither good nor bad, it can either create or destroy. It can feed, create life, and all life expressions, and it's needed for any transformation yet when guided improperly is the source of evil.
It’s our responsibility how our NOT conscious of itself life force/ fire of life is guided and used. All good and evil that we experience is fed by the same life force. It can be used to imprison, to create violence, war, and abuse, or to heal and liberate.
It’s the same life force that’s in action when somebody is raped and deprived of his/her integrity.IT’S ALWAYS THE SAME LIFE FORCE that can be used for any means. Moving, activating, working with libidinal energy can be, and is powerful, yet IT IS OUR RESPONSIBILITY what we do with that activated sexual energy. It has healing properties and naturally has a vector (energy vector= energy direction) towards unity, healing and transformation, towards love, truth and liberation that’s why it wants to go upwards to “become” Unified Consciousness
Yet it’s not the quality of love or truth yet, it is not conscious of itself that's why it is called raw and because it’s raw fire, it can be manipulated to our egoistical desires. It can be used to feed the ego, feed illusions and masks because we have free will, and we can use our life force for what we want.
That's why so many gurus, teachers, energy healers abuse their clients because their ego gets in the way. More on that in the article in my bio that I previously mentioned:
We are all equally responsible. We are all capable of unfathomable healing and transformation if we unite in the same intentions. There is TRUTH, FREEDOM and UNITY available to us NOW, right before the tips own our noses. Are we courageous enough to connect to it?
Freedom = responsibility for all our thoughts and deeds. Freedom requires courage, Love and Unity calls for approaching sacred life force with the deepest respect.
The thing is, it’s hard to do it alone. It’s hard to be falling into pieces alone, to be facing the darkness alone, to recognize all our illusions without adequate mirrors and deeply loving witnesses who can hold our hands and backs while we enter our darkness. At times, it’s impossible to do it alone, especially remembering everything is interconnected and all individual influence collective and vice versa. Through individual, we heal a collective, through a collective we heal an individual. All is ONE. That’s why a community is foundation to all I do, whether it’s facilitator program or serving others.
Love calls us to unite, to communicate, to hold each other backs and hands when we choose our freedom and need to allow ourselves to die, fall into pieces. Although we all are walking our individual paths we are a part of a collective, everything is connected and it's the collective thought that creates our global reality. Thus for a deepest transformation the collective is necessary, and we cannot go any further without it. In Poland I take a deep care of a well established collective and coming to Bali I’ve the deepest intentions to recreate what we created in Poland. A collective is a necessity on our way home. On our path to ultimate freedom.
Raw life force, although yet unmanifested potential will have the right energy vector. She will want to strive for truth, love, healing and manifestation, that's why in tantric, yogic traditions we say Shakti wants to meet with her beloved one shiva and goes up, she is a liquid fire and will burn all debris on her way. Once she meets him, they descend to the heart space. Their love, their unity is the seed of life, love, and truth = positive neutrality.
As I said, if we work with raw life force, libidinal energy, WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR HOW WE GUIDE IT. We may feed our egos, our illusions, but sooner or later it will be all revealed. Maybe the abuse of power has been present on our planet for so long, but sooner or later it will be revealed. Maybe we remain in narcissistic ego for many years, maybe lifetimes, but sooner or later it will be all revealed. We will all stand naked before the truth and no amount of escape can change that.
The wounds that we collected as children are not our fault, but healing is our responsibility. The closer we get to the truth, the more resistance our ego defenses create. Why? Out of fear, we fear the truth of ourselves and the pain it will bring. Sometimes we are 1 cm away from the truth, and we jump all the way back, deciding we are not ready to face it. Where that decision comes from? It comes from a delusionally belief that we will not be able to cope, deal with it, deal with that pain and terror.
In reality truth does not punish, it never does...and that belief is illusionary. The truth is that only truth can truly liberate us, there is no other way, no other door. And I would want to share with you one thing that comes from my and many people direct experience. The liberation that comes with surrendering to the truth is the most beautiful, soft powerful experience i ever had. My body was in pain, but my soul was free, i’m not afraid to ever go back there and do it again and again.
You know where it happens? In mother womb, and we first need to surrender for her to guide us back through her narrow dark birth canal, it's scary, but we all did it right? When we were born, why we don’t remember? because we need to re-member once more. I’ll survive that darkness, you too through that darkness and death of all that is illusionary we are born once again in truth, in love, in liberation. "Death is truly necessary. Not the death of man but the end of dead life."
Only what is illusory will die. Do not be afraid to let go, to surrender completely, you will return to life in truth, lighter than what was the heaviest and most hurtful. The shackles will break.
Only truth can save us. Only truth can liberate us.